I can’t forget the first time I studied away from home.  I was 14.  Every letter that arrives from her, I would go out to a place wherein I could just read it alone and then I dunno I always end up crying.  Not just tears silently falling down but their is that painful sob that comes out.  i guess I just miss her so much.  I can imagine the hardship she has to go through so that me and my siblings will be in a Christian school.  And I often wished that time that I was just at home to help her in whatever ways.  Anyways, this always happens until I went to college and even I was already abroad.  Their is always her place in my heart that when I read her through written words, that space is being stirred and I feel pain and I just end up crying.

I can remember one day few years after graduation from college, I discovered her scrap book of my letters to her - from highschool to college.  I took time to read some and guess what? In all the letters, their always that part asking for money. hahahaha.  Really that time when I was reading it, I feel so ashamed.  I should have not done that.  But I was still a child that time so maybe that was ok for me.

I love her more than words can ever describe.  I may not be very vocal about it towards her but actions shows.  :)  I know I have done many things in my life that hurt her in many ways but I also knew that I will always have that place in her heart.  AFterall I am always her daughter.

Tomorrow is mom’s day, I didn’t prepare any gift but I just wish to let her know that being here by her side is my gift to her that no matter what - i will always be with her.

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