Am screaminnnnnnnnnn SCREAM! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wish could cry……….wish am in a jungle now or a deserted area!
I could bite her head off if I can’t control now.
I feel the anger boiling deep in me.
I just don’t understand why D would always like me to be mad at her. I guess it is because I only talk not hit her. Really if i could hit her now or if i want to inflict physical pain on her, I would grab her hair and drag her on the floor and throw her outside the door and screamed at her to gooooooooooooooo away. I had much enough of her stupidness.
I hate her lazyness. All I wish she could do is just study. She comes home late and when she arrives home, it’s either she is online or watch tv. She doesn’t feel school pressure. I feel it is me who is having the pressure. I challenged her on anything but seems it is not effective on her to really try hard. Wish I could hit her head now and cry. I just want this anger out of me. My shouts are not effective on her. And when i speak loud even mom seems irritated.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I wish to throw this tv away. Wish i could……..






















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