Ahhhhhh….I Could Bite!

29 01 2008

Am screaminnnnnnnnnn SCREAM! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wish could cry……….wish am in a jungle now or a deserted area!

I could bite her head off if I can’t control now.  

I feel the anger boiling deep in me. 

I just don’t understand why D would always like me to be mad at her.  I guess it is because I only talk not hit her.  Really if i could hit her now or if i want to inflict physical pain on her, I would grab her hair and drag her on the floor and throw her outside the door and screamed at her to gooooooooooooooo away.  I had much enough of her stupidness.

I hate her lazyness.  All I wish she could do is just study.  She comes home late and when she arrives home, it’s either she is online or watch tv.  She doesn’t feel school pressure.  I feel it is me who is having the pressure.  I challenged her on anything but seems it is not effective on her to really try hard.  Wish I could hit her head now and cry.  I just want this anger out of me.  My shouts are not effective on her.  And when i speak loud even mom seems irritated. 

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh I wish to throw this tv away.  Wish i could……..