A – is a guy who fell inlove with B. He married B have kids and then alternately stayed in America and Philippines while the family is still here .
B – is the girl who is loved by A. She said, she loved A, too, so she agreed to be married (or really she wanted him so that she can go to the states the soonest possible)
C – a male 3rd party.
Today is church day. Since A came back in May, the regularly attend church except today. B does not want too and it all started because of this. B told A that she won’t go because she has a meeting at 1 pm. (a reason which i know later). A was furious. He told B that they should try to to go church together as part of the training for the kids. I don’t know what was the reply but i then heard crashing of things. I was just waiting for some female scream. But there was none — instead a scream of anguish, a scream of lettng out pent-up feelings sounded by A. He stormed out of the house and continued screaming. He then saw a big iron and heave bar beside my aunt’s home and picked it up. I saw it from my home’s sala window and i thought he would go back inside his house and hit B — instead he started hitting the table under the tree which built by my aunt. There was a strong force as it hit the wooden chair because the table was broken. I can imagine if he went back inside the house — he could have killed B if he hit her with that bar.
I feel sad this happened to them (first time in years and first time when he came back in May) but a bit thankful that it happened when the children were not around. The kids went to church ahead, with their cousin.
A loved B so much. She has done the most terrible thing against A by having an affair with C — but he came back from the States and wanted to settle things, but it seems, B is the one not cooperating. In April, C was exciled in Luzon and now they said — he is back. So is this the mysterious meeting at 1 pm, today?
B packed her stuff in a bag. She wanted to leave. But A does not want her for the family. A reasoned out that his outburst was just because of the uncooperation to make thing work between them. At 1 pm, A screamed again — I just feel that instead of hitting someone because he wanted to, he just screamed so loud that even the worms would scamper away. (poor worms). The kids were around and most of us are at home as it was already lunch time. We were so silent at home — we were concerned of the kids.
B really left at 1 pm. She has a meeting and only God knows what is that meeting all about. B left at home with the kids, then one his uncle came to see him and talked with him. They talked about C. A is so open-minded about it, but personally, i don;t like his patience to be tested to the max by B or else bloody things could happen.
My mom, an uncle, and an aunt always talk about “history repeats itself” which i already know what was history and i find it so boring as it is mentioned all over again. If they would like me to share my opinion — this would it be:
If I am B — i would frankly tell A that i don’t love him anymore. I would frankly tell him that I am not happy at all that he is back. And i will tell him frankly — I would like it to be over — or else I wuold just be hurting him again and again.
If I am A — i would have an open mind incase B would frankly tell me that. And that incase they separate ways, he must have regular contact with the kids — because if another person can bring B abroad then he will try his very best that he can bring his kids with to the states. Pray more. Talk more with people who has wisdom. Be active in church activities – tag the kids along.
If I am C — I would get lost.
But the problem is —- I AM NOT ANY OF THEM.
Why am talking all these out? — I realized earlier today, I have developed a phobia of someone screaming in fight. I was shaking this morning when i saw him lashed out his anger on the table heard his loud scream . History? Yes there is — and maybe one day, could talk it out here.
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